July 2017

July 2017

How can we work with a well-established habit? Suppose I discover that fear of the future is a predominant negative emotion in my psychology. It regularly invents imaginary scenarios of catastrophe that pull me away from reality and hinder my ability to Be. My desire...
What is the opposite of fear?

What is the opposite of fear?

This post is inspired by Myrto’s and Anselmo’s workshop on emotional fear. We have been working with this subject for a couple of weeks. Negative emotions such as fear, judgement, or irritation, are the largest waste of energy in the micro-cosmos; a good reason for...
June 2017

June 2017

Nature fluctuates. In one season it gives little and in another it bestows much. If this were not so, then mankind could live in nature as Adam and Eve lived in Paradise, feasting freely on its fruits. “There was not a man to till the ground, but there went up a mist...

Expectations

What do you expect from reading this post? During recent months, the topic of expectations showed up for me again and again. I start working on my excessive planning habit and notice expectation lurking around. I do a breathing exercise and at the back of my mind I...
May 2017

May 2017

Each day offers a fresh start as we get up with recharged accumulators ready for fulfilling the tasks of that day. “The organism usually produces in the course of one day all the substances necessary for the following day,” confirms George Gurdjieff. Let’s say that...
The Charioteer

The Charioteer

The farmer of April, stands firmly upright, having a clear view of the ‘Potential’ of the healthy leaves, and the lack of life of the wilted leaves.  His calmness, his straight body, his self confidence, make him look to my eyes  like the Charioteer of Delphi, an...
April 2017

April 2017

A miracle is the manifestation in this world of the laws of another world. A higher world is exempt from the laws that govern the worlds beneath it, and this exemption, seen from the vantage point of the lower, comes across as miraculous. If, like Jesus, I walk on...
Giving our Aims a Spring Cleaning

Giving our Aims a Spring Cleaning

Just as one gazes out through a window on a February’s day by a fire, we look out on to our landscape we have watched all winter. As the time of spring draws forth one starts to envision how it will look in the future and what potential harvests we want to reap, which...
March 2017

March 2017

We do not lack; we waste. We allocate energy indiscriminately and misuse the tools at our disposal. “Man has quite enough energy to begin work on himself,” says George Gurdjieff, “only it is necessary to learn how to save the greater part of that energy for useful...
What began as a simple aim for 2017

What began as a simple aim for 2017

What began as a simple aim for 2017, to self-remember when talking, has blossomed into a new level of understanding in the work I had not bargained for nor knew existed. The aim still exists but it is now part of a greater aim aimed at accepting, moment by moment,...
February 2017

February 2017

A log suitable for firewood didn’t spring up last month. It grew in the course of years. Smaller branches may serve as kindling, but a fully-fledged fire such as the one that warms the personification of February featured atop this post can only be sustained by proper...

Identification with ‘doing’

My aim for this month is to observe and pull against my identification with “doing”. This came about as a result of observing haste in myself. Although I have had very little success at pulling against haste, I have, through observing myself in it, been...
January 2017

January 2017

Where were you a year ago, on the eve of 2016? Were you alone? Were you partying? Were you watching a firecracker spectacle from your kitchen balcony? Wherever you were, 365 days have gone by and the earth has completed a cycle around the sun. The celebratory nature...
What about time?

What about time?

“There seems to be plenty of it,” was all I would answer, when the investigator asked me to say what I felt about time. Take a breath. Experience the sense of I am here in its inhalation. Maintain that sense during the peak of saturation. Exhale consciously. Then...
What is Paradise?

What is Paradise?

What is your aim? To know the truth? To become master of yourself? To be able to Be? This state is represented by Paradise, a garden of abundance where all creatures live in harmony. You are given to enjoy the benefits of this garden on condition that you avoid the...
The Unforeseeable Present

The Unforeseeable Present

“I am Lufthansa flight attendant Hans Schupfer and this is my crew manager Claudia Becker. We are very sorry to inform you that you cannot board this flight.” “What? Why not?” “If we let you on the plane, the Russian’s will not let you off.” “What do you mean, won’t...
Nature’s Trick

Nature’s Trick

“If you ask a man whether he is conscious,” said Peter Ouspensky, “he will answer that he is conscious and that it is absurd to say that he is not, because he hears and understands you. And he will be quite right, although at the same time quite wrong. This is...
Who is the rich man?

Who is the rich man?

“I wish to be famous, rich, and powerful,” I protest. “I need you to be an office-worker,” says God. Reluctantly, I consent. As an office-worker, I must commute five days a week, unwatched by the public, undocumented by the media. Five days a week, I must step out the...
Ritual and Routine

Ritual and Routine

The first half hour of my every day is entirely predictable. I get out of bed, step into the shower, shave, comb my hair, brush my teeth, dress myself, and step into the kitchen to grind coffee. Half an hour a day adds up to three and a half hours a week, 14 hours a...
Is All the World a Stage?

Is All the World a Stage?

Juliet always falls in love with Romeo, always marries him, and always dies with him. A play with any other outcome cannot rightly be called Romeo and Juliet. We, the audience, witness a predetermined progression and end. We enjoy the lovers’ affections, sympathize...
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